Just so you know, I'm not entirely an atheist. I believe that one day, god will be born from what today is mankind. And I'm quite optimistic about how long it might take.
Had to disclaim, because of the title.
Which actually refers to lots of weird shit goin' on in my life lately, my girlfriend attempting several suicides being just the part of it I can tell. It all has a lot to do with her, I figure. Ain't too easy keeping on track with a girl like her, I can tell ya. It's hard work, especially when being told that one day she's gonna succeed anyway.
Still, I'm following my path through the swamp of the human psyche, my own included, persuing the goal of an art career. I lose track of it all the time, but I will not give up. I can't. I just have to get rid of some of the distractions I need to concentrate. Does that sound weird? Welcome to ADD.
However, currently, I'm trying myself again in the trade of fine sculpting (SuperSculpey, it's magic), and so far, I gotta say that I'm not doing too bad as far as I can measure. I'm even doing rather well in terms of a working pace, compared to my usual fiddlings. Maybe that's because it's a little easier to keep the whole picture in mind in 3D, for me at least. I really managed to do one step after the other and don't lose patience in the rough work so far.
I think my camera left me for good, but I'll see if I can put some photos of my so far efforts up asap.
Other than that, hey, I try to keep my spirits up.